IMY....

i jz saw the latest blog she posted....i noe we nid time....some time tat we nid to feel love btween us...sometime i feel love whn she told me something...whn the msg in sms..i've keep tat...for myself...i love to hear she said no lies btween us....i agree wit tat...sometime i wish to call u...bt im afraid i've nth to said...i noe u nid me....i jz want u to be more selfish....只要你说一句，我就会在你身边...and....i noe IMY means.....tat y allow me to said...IMY2......

erm...

wat to say?erm....let c....our relation end....she keep asking me...will i hurt u?...tis question i will nt answer....coz i noe 1 day she will see tis post...tat nite...i cant even slp...insomnia...i drive car to the westlake....sit thr for few hrs...for nth....i like the wind..i like the feel....after tat many time i wish to called her sohpo...bt the things jz wont allow me to do so...i love she called me soh lou...bt tat ady pastense...nw..we're frens....mayb we are "close" fren...or mayb nt...she was sick....i was worried..i hope tat i can "fly" to her...get her to the doc...feed her medic..and watch her fal slp....many things "i hope"....bt finally "i cant"....all i can do....is jz tell her slp early....drink more water...tat bcome part of my life...i oways noe im giving her a responsibility of "being relationship"...i noe wat its feel whn hav a bf...bt cant stay wit him everyday...im jz lack of "safety" to her....i oways noe tat she feel guilty...tat y i agree wat we in nw....fren status....sorry im lied to u....b4 and after....im sorry....

relation..

jz nw was celebrate frens bday at dataran....wat happen is...my housemate...he drunk...after drinking so much of vodka....thn told many things...i noe wat it feels...i try b4..bt i believe..after few month.he will begin a new life...will forgt her...till tat...sure he will say nw he was an iddiot...talk bout us...in tis morning.she send me a sms...say she sorry...i noe wat happening actually...she felt guilthy and selfish coz my latest post..i dunwn any sorry....i jz wan u to noe wat i nid...i jz wan u to happy...as oways....coz u shud hapy...shud nt bother by anything..u are the one...the one i love...bside tat...i wan to say sorry coz i never tot tat my post will make u feel unhappy...i never think bout break or regret...coz i love u...i hope tat u love me too...<3

morning...

few days ago....me and her....was feel weird...i mean the feeling btween us..like an best old fren...more thn a couple...izzit im jz a fren to her??these day i jz told myself..its ok...im fine....nth happen on me...mayb she jz feel tired...nt willing to talk...nw im oso feel tat she is my good fren...im a guy...im a normal human...i nid love...i love her...i hope i could get bck her love...mayb she thinking we cant last longer...bt did u ever think if u still keep thinkin tis question only will make it worst???these day im thinkin many things....i was plan to stop wat im doin nw...bt if after i stop...everything will stop oso...including our relationship...coz mayb i will move bck seremban..or Sg?nt sure....she oways told me her stuff...working....hw suffer she are....bt i oso wish to tell u wat im doin all day long...our relationship bcome worst....onli jz nw...she told me she had suffer frm workin..bt she din told me anything...jz told me she tired and dunwn talk...wat i can do??jz say support u...dun think too much...i hope i could oways by her site....listen her pro...i wish to call u everyday...eventhough im nt by ur site...noe wat happening on u....tis make me feel tat im still ur bf...nw..down...

today...20th May 2010.....me and her...were in love....a whole new life for me...i will care and love her....she oways ask me...."will u regret??"...and my answer is oways:"NO"....coz i love her....and tat no way i concern about "regret"...i will do everything tat let u feel confident on me....i will giv u everything tat u nid....i love u.....

Recently....

Recently...many thing happen on me....i fall in love wit a gurl...bt nt sure did she feel the same...mayb im worried too much...mayb i think too much...mayb im nt the one she finding for...onli jz nw i go her blog and take a look..i like to go her blog..coz her blog hav me..wat she feel about me...bt jz nw i saw the recent blog she wrote yesterday...shouldnt....tat the word in my mind...Wat im thinkin...wat she thinkin???wat we both thinkin??

SHE

she.....dunoe since whn...she get the important position in my heart...if she =(....i'll feel unhappy....thn i'll try to make her =)..bt our relationship still in Frens....i hope someday will get more better thn tis...she's goin to KL training later...bt she said she headache...wat i can do?jz say...drink more water....eat panadol...take a rest...tat all i can say...coz we are Frens....nt more than that..i noe wat she wondering....coz we never met b4....i mean in a proper way...coz laz time we met in clubin...tat y we cant go further...i noe wat she feels...and worried bout...if u ask me...y u so confirm bout her?i'll answer...dunoe....tat me...easily will fall...oways talk bout feelings...im nt expected something...i jz hope she can =) evryday...frens...=)..