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wat to say?erm....let c....our relation end....she keep asking me...will i hurt u?...tis question i will nt answer....coz i noe 1 day she will see tis post...tat nite...i cant even slp...insomnia...i drive car to the westlake....sit thr for few hrs...for nth....i like the wind..i like the feel....after tat many time i wish to called her sohpo...bt the things jz wont allow me to do so...i love she called me soh lou...bt tat ady pastense...nw..we're frens....mayb we are "close" fren...or mayb nt...she was sick....i was worried..i hope tat i can "fly" to her...get her to the doc...feed her medic..and watch her fal slp....many things "i hope"....bt finally "i cant"....all i can do....is jz tell her slp early....drink more water...tat bcome part of my life...i oways noe im giving her a responsibility of "being relationship"...i noe wat its feel whn hav a bf...bt cant stay wit him everyday...im jz lack of "safety" to her....i oways noe tat she feel guilty...tat y i agree wat we in nw....fren status....sorry im lied to u....b4 and after....im sorry....