Friday, June 25, 2010

好挂住你...

唔知点解....今日好想见你...好想同你讲很多嘢...
一直搵藉口见你..讲我好饿..其实只要你话"好呀"....我真系会嚟搵你....
唔知点解..开始好挂住你...每日都会谂到你...似乎你已经便咗我生活嘅一部分..
可能你会问:真系咁钟意我??
我真系会答:系呀...真系好钟意..钟意到唔知自己要做啲乜野...
今日你问我:点解冇同你讲我唔开心??
因为我唔想因为我你唔开心...
我要你开开心心....有时好想打俾你..但系又惊你唔得闲...
有时好想好想听你把声..但系又惊冇话题讲...有时其实好想知你谂紧乜野..
其实我知我地无乜可能...你曾经话过我地嘅关系冇断过..
其实分开的确冇压力..就连我自己到咁觉得...
但系有时真系想你就系我隔离...听我倾诉...不过好似而家咁都几好..
至少妳会开心的...你开心就乜到够...成日嘻嘻哈哈嘅我..依然会系你面前笑....=)..
I'm a ordinary guy...I'll be very happy even thought you just tell me a little things to let me feel you care me...
you're my forever bear bear.....

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

july paper.

today was the day of my julY BM paper..
take place at kampar here..
question quite easy..at least not tough as i though..
then at the night suddenly i felt emo...without any reason..
at that time i really hope you just by my site..or i can by your site...
told you all the thing that happen in me all day long..
i keep waiting your message..from 8oclock to 11 o'clock..
I've receive your message...But i just feel down..
that why my message might contain some "negative" stuff...
im sorry i lie to you....i suppose to be sad...but i wan you to be happy..
i not hope my feeling influence yours too....I'm sorry....forgive me ok???...=)..

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

200610...

the day...is the day special for us..
how special??because this day is the day we start our relation...
but the relation seems not going so well..
that why when she ask:why dun you mention about it?
because i don't know how to say..
the day we "pak tuo"...i can't say that..
because we're not paktuo now....
now i wish i could hug you tight...as tight i could...
i need you...i miss you....i love you..my forever bear bear.... <3 ..

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

IMY....

i jz saw the latest blog she posted....i noe we nid time....some time tat we nid to feel love btween us...sometime i feel love whn she told me something...whn the msg in sms..i've keep tat...for myself...i love to hear she said no lies btween us....i agree wit tat...sometime i wish to call u...bt im afraid i've nth to said...i noe u nid me....i jz want u to be more selfish....只要你说一句,我就会在你身边...and....i noe IMY means.....tat y allow me to said...IMY2......

Sunday, June 13, 2010

erm...

wat to say?erm....let c....our relation end....she keep asking me...will i hurt u?...tis question i will nt answer....coz i noe 1 day she will see tis post...tat nite...i cant even slp...insomnia...i drive car to the westlake....sit thr for few hrs...for nth....i like the wind..i like the feel....after tat many time i wish to called her sohpo...bt the things jz wont allow me to do so...i love she called me soh lou...bt tat ady pastense...nw..we're frens....mayb we are "close" fren...or mayb nt...she was sick....i was worried..i hope tat i can "fly" to her...get her to the doc...feed her medic..and watch her fal slp....many things "i hope"....bt finally "i cant"....all i can do....is jz tell her slp early....drink more water...tat bcome part of my life...i oways noe im giving her a responsibility of "being relationship"...i noe wat its feel whn hav a bf...bt cant stay wit him everyday...im jz lack of "safety" to her....i oways noe tat she feel guilty...tat y i agree wat we in nw....fren status....sorry im lied to u....b4 and after....im sorry....

Thursday, June 3, 2010

relation..

jz nw was celebrate frens bday at dataran....wat happen is...my housemate...he drunk...after drinking so much of vodka....thn told many things...i noe wat it feels...i try b4..bt i believe..after few month.he will begin a new life...will forgt her...till tat...sure he will say nw he was an iddiot...talk bout us...in tis morning.she send me a sms...say she sorry...i noe wat happening actually...she felt guilthy and selfish coz my latest post..i dunwn any sorry....i jz wan u to noe wat i nid...i jz wan u to happy...as oways....coz u shud hapy...shud nt bother by anything..u are the one...the one i love...bside tat...i wan to say sorry coz i never tot tat my post will make u feel unhappy...i never think bout break or regret...coz i love u...i hope tat u love me too...<3

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

morning...

few days ago....me and her....was feel weird...i mean the feeling btween us..like an best old fren...more thn a couple...izzit im jz a fren to her??these day i jz told myself..its ok...im fine....nth happen on me...mayb she jz feel tired...nt willing to talk...nw im oso feel tat she is my good fren...im a guy...im a normal human...i nid love...i love her...i hope i could get bck her love...mayb she thinking we cant last longer...bt did u ever think if u still keep thinkin tis question only will make it worst???these day im thinkin many things....i was plan to stop wat im doin nw...bt if after i stop...everything will stop oso...including our relationship...coz mayb i will move bck seremban..or Sg?nt sure....she oways told me her stuff...working....hw suffer she are....bt i oso wish to tell u wat im doin all day long...our relationship bcome worst....onli jz nw...she told me she had suffer frm workin..bt she din told me anything...jz told me she tired and dunwn talk...wat i can do??jz say support u...dun think too much...i hope i could oways by her site....listen her pro...i wish to call u everyday...eventhough im nt by ur site...noe wat happening on u....tis make me feel tat im still ur bf...nw..down...